So I've been tapering off medications. Yes Dr. Is involved.
I was so shocked when I was blessed with tears trickling down my face.
The extreme heart felt love I haven't experienced in a long time.
I was thinking of my children and grand babies.
My eyes started leaking.
It's amazing how dulled my senses have become.
I'm so blessed I felt today.
I love you my family💙💜❤️
I just want to be okay just being by myself. I do believe that we are meant to have a companion. I really miss the hugs. The best friend. The intimacy.
All that being said… I will no longer ever settle. I deserve integrity. Kind. Loving. Physical Zing. Etc.
I know this now. I wonder if God will place a good one in my path?
Meanwhile I keep adjusting to being good alone. Man it’s been a long time.
Here’s to hope for the future 💙🦋💙
To not delve in and just recognize. Letting it “go”. Acknowledging.
It’s a learned skill.
I continue to learn.
As an herbalist I am always striving to go natural, organic etc.
I was born when the extreme allergies. I have been working on correcting this in my body, mind, soul/spirit for all of my adult life.
I have not been able to correct this. It’s soooo frustrating. I can help others yet when it comes to myself, not happening.
I do intend to conquer this. Soon.
As for now I am open to my Angels. My spirit guides to assist and inspire me, those around me and my situation.
I am very grateful for the amazing body and spirit/soul this I have.
Light ~ Love ~ Healing to all 💙🦋💙
My charcoal & clay whipped soap is all gone. That was quick.
Time to make some more.
Have I said how much I love making soap 💕🌸💕